The message is great but I wish it didn't lag for me lol

Yes lol another MuseScore user! But I've got no experience with audacity.
I think it's really cool to stretch the limitations of any platform and I'd say you did just that. This is a very foreboding piece, but weirdly hopeful past a minute thirty. The clanging in the background makes it sound like a worse situation. Melody is honestly great! I like the way it develops through the whole work.

Also you tagged it "hold music"! I feel kinda scared like what are we holding for??

I love this. It's such a great mix of orchestral and uptempo music! Evokes a mood of longing and despair.

THIS
Need I say more?!